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updates.

2009-09-25T01:31:00.002+08:00

it's 1.30 am now ... and i'm supposed to be in bed for my hair cut appointment tomorrow. (cheh! that made it sound like i'm going to some high-end salon! i'm not, BTW.)

just a short summary of what's happened since my last update.

- New York and London fashion week. i'll do a special post on my favorite looks. wish one day i'll be able to sit front row at one of the shows. or even better, next to Anna Wintour. FAINTS!
- alhamdulillah, fasting month ended well.
- i went cleaning-crazy on eve of Hari Raya. i vacuumed the whole house, wiped the windows till i can't see a speck of dust, wiped the curtain railing thingy, took out the curtains, put on the new curtains ... it's even better than 10hours in the gym. but my skin acted up and now pimples are infesting my beautiful face.
- Hari Raya was okay. except for the fact that i ACCIDENTALLY cut my fringe extremely short. and pretended to be camera shy during visit to Grandma. because i had to pull my hair back. and i looked like a fag.
- collection money this year suffered a little due to economic crisis. okay, i kid. but since turning 19 more of my uncles and aunts are unwilling to fork out even $2 as my duit raya. sigh. next year, it'll probably be my turn to give out the collection. SIGH.
- met my new stepgrandfather. step-STEP-grandfather, since he's my stepgrandma's new husband ... gosh, why's Mom's family always so complicated?!
- i neither lose nor gain weight.
- i bumped into Puteri today. and Mom said she's so pretty ... and i said all my friends are pretty. :) haha!

not much right? i know ... i don't really have a life.

get over it, and move along.

2009-09-09T20:32:00.000+08:00

hello.

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i still haven't gotten over the fact that 2PM just lost their leader. i know, i'm THAT sad - and i wasn't even a mega huge fan of the boys. though i admit i DO have like their full album on my mp3. and to make it worse, an upcoming event's poster even had photoshopped Jae out of the group's picture. that's just ... SAD.

-.-

anyway ... let's move along. and just be happy Jae's safely back in Seattle and away from the evil fingers of those crazy netizens.

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i just realized i'mo more honest these days. like if i'm more vocal now - if i don't like something i'll say it out loud, straight to your face. even Mom kena. i know, very the dosa ... but she was seriously getting on my nerves (this was like last week?! a day before my TOTM - the period when my mood does yo-yo swings at full speed). i apologized (sincerely) after that though.

like i hate it when people force me to do something.

don't force me to eat. that's one thing i really REALLY hate the most. if i'm hungry, i WILL eat at my own time, own target. so if you do force me about eating ... i swear i'll blow. i'll erupt like a volcano. and it'll flood the whole house. everyone in sight will kena.

or forcing me to do something at the very moment. i don't like to rush. i take my own time to eat because i like to savor the food. i take my time to do make up or get ready because i just like taking the time to make myself pretty. i want to slowly apply eyeliner or slowly blow dry my hair. i want to have the time to think about what i should do with my hair.

so i get pissed if people rush me. like if i said give me 5 minutes ... just listen to me. i WILL do it in 5 minutes time, and i will do it really quick. though i take time to eat or get ready, i amazingly do my work/chores really quickly.

like Mom understands me now. back then she used to force me to wash plates and stuff ... now she just lets me take my own time. because trust me, i can get it done in a minute flat. and i do it really well and meticulous too.:)

i don't know why i changed so much as i turn older. i used to be the girl who kept my feelings to myself because i don't want to hurt someone. and that i'm too cautious of what people might think of me.

now i guess i simply don't care. i don't care about what you think of my looks or what's your impression of my views ... maybe i've grown tired of impressing people. don't you ever have those moments where you just want to do what you really want and don't give a damn about others?

usually Hari Raya i'd have like 4 or 5 sets of baju kurung or kebaya ready by now. this year i only have one. right ... ONE. just for the first day. i'll just wear something from the previous years for the other days. why waste right? since i've only worn most of my Raya clothes like ... once.

i don't care if my makciks mengumpat or talk bad about it - that my parents can't afford to buy me new clothes or that i don't wear any gold (i HATE gold ... the type of gold the makciks would stack on their arms and neck that i find it amazing they can still lift their arms with all the weight).

if they'd care so much why don't they buy me new clothes?!

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okay i'm ranting. been feeling to moody these few days. this entry feels like word vomit. everything just comes out without thinking. haha ... typical Niza post eh.

but really, i no longer get the need to buy so many clothes just for a couple of days' events. i just recycle. and people can talk for all i care.

oooh... my Korean drama has started. must go watch. final episode ... haha!

hottest time of the day

2009-09-08T17:27:00.000+08:00

today's been one of the WORST day ever. two reasons.

1. my body's aching. started from a shoulder pain ... and somehow it became what it is right now. and my left hand's paralyzed. i can't really move it ... damn. now i smell of Salonpas plaster.

and i really hate the smell of it.

2. 2PM's leader/the hot guy with all that bulging arm muscle has call it quits - all because some bored underage Korean netizens posted some anti-Korea messages Jaebum made on his MySpace in 2005. which was like 4 years ago before his debut. and the dude's American. and we all know how uptight the Korean community is.

apparently the controversy went out of control - some anti-fans even had petitions to have Jae commit suicide (whuT?!). 2PM's shows were canceled ... and now, the man himself has apologized.

and made an official statement that he's quitting 2PM and all activities in Korea. because he's going back to America to his family.

X.X

i like 2PM. they're funny bunch of boys who feels so natural and real. and the fact that all 7 of them are really good-looking and manly helps win my vote.

but 2PM won't be the same without Jae. gosh, he's the LEADER! it's like taking CL out of 2NE1 ... no more fierceness. hope JYP won't change or add any new member though. i like the boys as they are now ... even without Jae.

i'm still in denial and hoping it's some sick joke for their Wild Bunny show or something. doesn't hurt to be that optimistic.

it's so funny how little things get blown out of proportion by the Korean media/netizens. all those celebrity suicide cases ... it must be THAT hard to be one famous person there. it's like worse than Hollywood.

because people do not know that even the smallest of issue can kill someone. and to think that the person doesn't think about his/her actions ... mostly because netizens are like what... 13/14? kiddos ... go do your homework or help your mom out with chores.

the world will be less peaceful without all the random hating.

i can't BREATHE!

2009-09-04T23:17:00.001+08:00

Gdragon - Breathe @ Music bank

might switch to HD IF i can find one.

people have been commenting on my nose. that it looks different. especially those who've known me for quite some time.

no. i didn't get a nose job - it's HARAM. even if i want to, i can't afford it. i'd rather fix my protruding jaw instead. or get a whole new set of veneers.

i guess it's just makeup. or that my habit of pulling my nose every single morning (and noon and night) has paid off.

to be honest, i didn't even realize any difference to my nose - or any other part of my face. but thanks for pointing it out.

look what the rain did.

2009-09-01T21:14:00.001+08:00

rain rain, please go away.
then again, i like the cool wind when i open my windows.

hmm...

exclusive.

[Daniel Vosovic, Spring '10]

my favourite ...

i'm all into bold colors and embellishments!

i LOOVE Danny V since Project Runway. i thought he'd win that season, but whatever. so looking forward to what else he has to offer.

i can't breathe.

2009-08-30T20:33:00.000+08:00

omomo ... SBS Inkigayo! was hoping for some GD/2NE1 interaction, but nope. STILL, awesome performances by both YG artistes.

i actually watched the live streaming, but gave up when the loading took too long, and there was no audio all of a sudden.

[2NE1 - I Don't Care Unplugged Reggae version]

BEST EVER 'IDC' performance. whoever came up with this remix version is a genius. hoo-hoo. and the girls look so chic! gahh... i'm fangirl-ing right now!

[G-Dragon - Heartbreaker / Breathe]

tell me how can i NOT adore him?! but i guess he's too busy dancing and jumping around he kept relying on the backtrack and didn't really sing the whole Heartbreaker performance. then again, who cares?! it's G-dragon!

haters, go on hating.

2009-08-29T14:27:00.001+08:00

they say fasting month is FULL of temptations and challenges, and boy am i facing a hard one this week. all i got to say is, i'm not going to care. end of story. say all you want about, call me names but at the end of it ... i don't care. like, really. i'm tired of having to pretend i like you girls because seriously, i don't. so go on with the hating ... if it'll make you feel better.

x.

yesterday, KBS showed a LIVE Music Bank around 5pm. LIVE meaning same telecast as S.Korea. so, yeah i watched it with Dad even with no subtitles and all. but tell me, who cares if there's no subtitle? it's a music show ... who really cares about what the MCs are saying, right?

1st spot was between 2NE1, Brown Eyed Girls and G-Dragon.

G-dragon won. it was so LOL because he hasn't even performed yet! but the 2NE1 girls were like so happy when they announced that their Big Bang sunbae won.

then there was the MNET 20's Choice Awards after that. had to like wait till 10pm to watch the whole perfomances because i'm not bothered to watch live streaming from my laptop. had to buke, that's why. and the show was like ... 5 hours?! and poor 2NE1 didn't even attend the red carpet(or blue, actually) because they came straight from Music Bank.

anyway the girls won 3 out of 4 awards (squeals!) and gosh, i was spazzing throughout their performances. and who cares if Bom was practically lip-synching throughout I DON'T CARE performance?! the girl has breathing issues (go watch one of the YG TV episodes).

[I DON'T CARE + FIRE + DANCE SOLOS @ MNET 20'S CHOICE AWARDS]

the set was really cool, but too bad the camera director pays too much attention with the set shots instead of having close up on the girls' dance solos.

pictures from the night.
credit to 21evo.com

performance.

the 2NE1 fangirl is me was so happy yesterday. gua-ha... now have to wait for tomorrow for their Inkigayo performance, with G-dragon solo debut. Oooh...

i shouldn't be laughing this hard

2009-08-27T10:09:00.001+08:00

my first two days of fasting went well, alhamdulillah. and i can safely say that i finally am able to control my temper and foul mouth.

though on Monday, had to accompany Mom to settle some HDB stuff, and i'm like really used to doing rough work during fasting month so walking from one place to another for hours is not a big deal for me. or so i thought. when Mom and i got on 307 to head back home, i suddenly felt the urge to vomit and gosh, i started to feel giddy and see double.

i'm so not the type of girl to feel giddy very easily, and since i was already on the bus all i ever wanted at that moment was to sit. and i found one, but i hit the poor secondary school girl next to me with my gigantic huge-ape bag. the urge to vomit stopped, i no longer felt giddy and all, but i started getting leg cramps all the way till i got off the bus.

Mom was like saying my lips were pale and all... thank god i applied make up because when i go red or if i turn pale, it's really REALLY obvious. even when i'm super duper tanned.

anyway, when i got home, Mom told me to break my fast if i didn't feel too well.

ah-ha... everybody close to me knows i have a gargantuan boulder inside my head - i am THAT stubborn. and i like to force my body, like how i always force myself to finish jogging, or to play soccer while fasting. and because i forced my body to continue fasting ...

i ended up with high fever. it went down on Tuesday though i didn't fast on that day. for safety measures. till now i still feel headache and nauseous at times, but alhamdulillah, no fever. and i can fast. huhuhu.

i should seriously start to sayang my body, and stop forcing it. maybe because i haven't been exercising lately. and i get tired too easily these days... maybe i need those vitamins and weight gainer stuff.

new aim before start of new semester: gain at least some weight. and fat. especially on my arms.

and to please myself the whole day, i watched this.

2PM/2AM - BEG Dirty Eyed Girls parody

gosh i LOL-d so hard at it.

and he scored!

2009-08-23T01:30:00.002+08:00

first of all, selamat berpuase to all my muslim friends. may we kuatkan our iman this month and get through all the dugaans and cabarans. huhuhu...

i had a horrid breakout this week. and i had to cake my face with like concealer everyday. which is not good either for my skin. my hormones are acting up again.

Mom bought this studded cuff/bracelet thing for me from Aries when she went to Lot 1 last Friday. i thought it was so cute because i'm studs/sequins-crazy right now, and it actually fits me. since the cuff/bracelet is adjustable. and it goes well with my watch, which i'd been using since like 3 or 4 years back. it was a so-called birthday gift from Angah, and it's a miracle watch - i've dived underwater with it, went rock-climbing and it some rocks with it... i've done all sorts of crazy things with it and it's still alive.

i'm shoe/bag obsessed, but one thing i like to keep for long time are watches. i still have some of my secondary school watches, though some of them had died long ago i REFUSE to throw them away. haha...

and did anyone watch the match? first half was really annoying, with so many chances in front of the goal and yet the keeper kept saving every shots. b-but ... did you see it?!

Michael Owen scored for ManU. (i should be writing this in like screencaps and adding my usual curses, but it's fasting month, and i'm learning to tone things down a notch, so i just bold it.)

and when they said he's never going to be that good after all the injury-prone season at Newcastle ... he's got his confidence back and boy was the goal a sweet one! hopefully he stays away from injuries this season, and starts playing like the Michael Owen that Liverpool were so proud of back then.

5-0, baby. it felt so good to watch after a really gruelling first day of fasting. now, i just have to boast about it during sahur tomorrow, since Dad was sleeping during the match.

hello, flashy pink!

2009-08-18T16:32:00.000+08:00

i forgot when was the last time i did manicure. so i rummaged my wardrobe and found some of my old nail polish, and though i had to like trash 60% of them, i found one which was actually bough quite recently.

usually i use OPI but Sheila LOVES this brand because of the colors. and i love their colors too, very flashy and quite a huge range. and it's supposed to be hot pink, but my camera phone is aging and thus, the magenta-ish color in the picture. and yes, i'm a total noob at putting on my own manicure, thus it's not that smooth.

so pretty, no? and it matches my baju raya ... haha. maybe i'll have to call Sheila to do my nails on Raya eve because i really just can't master the art of perfect, smooth manicure. LOL!

my boyfriend approves of the color too.

. . .

okay in the world of my own, JiYoung's my boyfie, and like Sheila said, just let it be... haha! BTW, he owns the blond hair. 'nuff said.

he finally released HEARTBREAKER mv despite all the so-called plagiarism accusations. and it sounds NOTHING like Flo Rida's RIGHT ROUND. okay, maybe just the intro part which was released in the teaser. got to say GD's one smart ass - create all the buzz and hoo-ha before the release of the full song, just so everyone talks about it. smart.

and happy birthday GD. woo...

omo!

2009-08-15T19:47:00.000+08:00

i got a new skin! enjoy peeps, and Mel, yes we shall go bargain hunting end of this month! haha, and by the way we should check out Haji Lane too. they got like awesome shops, according to Sheila. but not too sure if it's in the 'bargain' category. oh wells, we shall check it out soon.

loves to you people... MUACKS!

gossip man, my ear's candy

2009-08-14T18:04:00.001+08:00

grrr. netizens, media, haters are all making a mega huge fuss about JiYoung's Heartbreaker song. but good news, the boy's got all the publicity he needs for his upcoming album because right now in the Kpop world, almost everyone's talking about it. and to tell the world how he truly feels, he released a full song.

Gossip Man. i can't find the translated lyric, but it's so in-your-face-haters. which is so GD. good for him.

and Baek Ji Young released her new single, My Ear's Candy. featuring Taecyeon of 2PM. i love Taec ... he so reminds me of TOP. rough rapping voice, tall, not exactly typical good-looking but there's something sexy about him kind of vibe.

this 2 songs are currently on repeat. hu hu hu...

and our big ass TV just broke down again. after paying like a couple of hundreds to fix it. just 3 days ... le sigh.

GD, you HEARTBREAKER.

2009-08-13T16:09:00.001+08:00

so every fangirls' curiosity were answered today. the amazing, one and only leader Kwon JiYoung DID go blond. for his upcoming album cover, anyway. but maybe he really is sticking to the blond for now. i mean, he's had that mohawk, the bowl cut, the Goo JunPyo ahjumma perm, the hipster long hair with the headband thingy... it's a natural process for him to do something like this.

i actually like it.

and yes, i do have weird taste. but you have to admit GD's one of those people who can make anything look cool. or maybe it's just me. hu hu...

and he also released a couple of teasers for his album.

Teaser list:
1. A Boy
2. Heartbreaker
3. Butterfly
4. The Leaders (Wassup) feat CL, Teddy.

netizens have created this hoo-har that GD plagiarizes most of the songs, because Heartbreaker sounds like Flo Rida's Right Round, and The Leaders sounds like one of Snoop's songs. i don't get netizens. so some songs have identical rhythms. get over it.

anyways, i can't wait to order my copy of his album. plus 2ne1's. guahaha... i can't wait for payday.

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2009-08-12T15:10:00.001+08:00

my internet's fucked up. pardon the vulgarity. i'm totally in a pissy mood right now.

internet was oh so fine yesterday night the last time i used it. since we got our big-ass TV back last night Angah took the small TV we've been using for like half a year now and reconnected his XBOX live thingy.

then since this morning my internet loads at a speed of my old great grandmother and waiting for youtube to load is like waiting for Angah to get married. that long.

but funny thing is my internet thingy indicates EXCELLENT connectivity. and i so don't want to call Singnet. hate talking to those operator people.

is it just Mozilla? but youtube's slow on IE also.

le sigh. i need to do work ehh... please larh ... fix the goddamn internet loading time!!!

grr...

EDITED.

OMYGOSH MY ABOVE MENTIONED PROBLEM'S FIXED!!!

all thanks to my brain, high level of curiosity and of course, Morris. hu hu hu. we always make a good team, no? okay credit goes to ah boy ah (LOL!) because he was the one who mentioned something about fiddling with the modem. and i did. and i nearly died when my whole internet system died for like 5minutes.

haha. i'm a tech noob... that's the one and only thing i won't ever understand.

but yay... everything is fine now. phew...

birthdays and downfalls

2009-08-10T19:04:00.000+08:00

i love the Parade yesterday. i thought Mark Lee+Suhaimi was damn hilarious. i miss Hazrul Nizam singing(Suria, go get him for concerts and events!). even though i watched in on TV at home, it was fun. and i even caught an up close look at the military tanks and stuff because they had to pass by my housing area to get to the military base and stuff for storage after the Parade.

i thought it was just a bunch of trailers but then i noticed the police escorts and i was like, "DAD!! THERE'S AN ARMY TANK ON THE ROAD BEHIND OUR HOUSE!!" yup ... i was so excited like a 4-year-old kid.

so after watching the awesome Parade, Dad watched news on Suria (yeah, we didn't bother watching Singapore Idol) and watched the repeat of Cuci on Suria at around 9pm. damn hilarious lah the movie! i find it amusing that tough guy/rocker/former Malay hero Awie can do comedies. and he look so selambah. LOL!

then... i watched the Community Shield. it was a good game, but why must the ref be so double standard?! i'm not saying that we could have won if he'd given Evra a free kick or something for the foul, but whythebloodyhell didn't he blow his whistle when he actually gave Ballack a free kick earlier on in the game when THAT was obviously not a foul?!?!? STILL ManU should have continued on with the game despite the ref's bad decision ... and *sigh* why Evra ... why did you kick so softly?!?!

nevermind. it's just a Community Shield. it's still early in the season ... scrape that. the season hasn't even started. and we all know how badly ManU performs at the start. let's just wait till Christmas before they start kicking asses.

to make up for the loss, 2NE1 won the third consecutive time on Inkigayo *claps*. they even did Big Bang's 'Last Farewell' - which i think they did WAY better than the Wonder Girls! and i love the 'I Don't Care' remix. 1TYM's Baekyung remixed it i think.

[Last Farewell]

[I don't care (REMIX)]

and i just found this adorable picture of Bommie-unnie and Sean's daughter, Ha Eum. Sean is from JinuSean, BTW. go google him and his adorable family.

oh! i've been contemplating whether or not to show you this. last Saturday i went Geylang ... i've told you guys right? anyway, Dad went all ballistic because he literally wanted to just JALAN but Mom and i intended to buy stuff we like along the way. so Mom and Dad got into a lil squabble, but as usual, Mom always wins, and i got myself my Hari Raya clothes.

and this year i'm wearing...

i got it for like real bargain, and it fits me so well. and i like the design. the kain is really unique, because it's like a sarong-type, and i have to fold it myself. cool, right? though i plan to remove the shoulder pads. i HATE shoulder pads. they make me look like some military refugee or like 80s reject.

now i can't decide to wear this for first or second day of Hari Raya. i love it so much ... hmpf.

and once again, i'm the decider to what color the family's wearing this year. PINK! but it's okay for the men in the family to wear any color in the same family group as pink ... like maroon or purple.

no title.

2009-08-07T22:52:00.001+08:00

updates.

plans for tomorrow:
- follow le parents to Geylang. not to buy Hari Raya stuff ... just jalan-jalan since Dad said he's too bored at home.

on National Day:
- rot at home. like seriously. because i wanna watch the repeat of Cuci on Suria (i missed it when Sensasi showed it on last year's Hari Raya). i think there's MotoGP and there's no way i'm missing out on my hunkalicious Valentino Rossi in action. i wanna watch the Parade at home with my family. like always. and there's the Community Shield at 9pm.
THIS ... i cannot miss. i'm not going to say that ManU's going to pawn Chelsea, but i do hope Owen will kick in a goal or two. just to piss all those Liverpool fans off. hu hu hu...

on Music Bank today:

- 2NE1 won ... again. consecutive 4 times. how can i not love them? and to make National Day even better, Inkigayo on Sunday will have girl group specials. and the girls are going to perform Big Bang sunbae's 'Last Farewell'. *faints*

- Drunken Tiger performed with his equally fierce wife Tasha. have i mentioned that they're the coolest couple EVER?!

and to make up for the lack of moi in the latest posts ... nah! self-webcam shots, in my most unglamorous mode EVER.

there were more ... but i'm too vain to post my ugly self.

last but not least, the great JiYoung oppa is back in SKorea (along with rest of the other Big Bang hotness)and he's got his own me2day.

rumor has it he's gone blond ... that's why the covering of his beloved hair. i won't believe till i see it with my own eyes.

his solo album's going to be out ... 18 August? gosh, i'm a bad bad fan for not knowing his birthday. i'm thinking of ordering 2NE1's album ... along with his.

excited.

the view.

2009-08-03T20:24:00.001+08:00

time of the month. cramps. mood swings. in pain.

(-_-)

the view to work...

i need a camera. an SLR. or a new phone. with much high camera quality.

let's go old school. okay not that old.

2009-08-03T09:33:00.002+08:00

1Tym - Hot MV

it's so funny how they kept cursing at the start of the MV, and Danny entered the girls' room with his mic. just started knowing about them BECAUSE of 2NE1 - or the fact that all the girls' current songs are written by 1TYM's uber-hot leader Teddy-oppa. oooh... Teddy!! he's the one with the yellow cap, BTW. 1TYM should do a reunion ASAP. once Teddy's done doing his magic on all of 2NE1's songs.

Tiger JK

feat Tasha, Yoo Jaesuk - Let's Dance (live)

new single Monster MV

feat Tasha - Convenience Store (live)

Tasha (Yoon Mirae) is his wife, BTW. and they're, in my opinion, probably the coolest and fiercest couple in entertainment history - ever. and Tiger JK/Drunken Tiger is so hot, no? in that scruffy, manly kind of way.

and to end this post ... some YG Family love...

Big Bang, 1TYM, JinuSean, Seven and a pre-debut CL at SBS Music Award 2007.

CL appears at the very end. this was like, 2 years?, before 2NE1 debuts. i love YG. i really do.

YG famileeh famileeh !!!

go watch this if you want to know the songs.

okay i need to work now. huhuhu.

...Blogger, get your stuff fixed ASAP.

2009-07-31T20:11:00.004+08:00

i'm back to that shit-ass format when i click on 'New Post'. it was just okay like 20 minutes ago. Blogger, go fix this.

2NE1 won MusicBank. Again. for like the third consecutive time. so happy for them! and there were like 6 different girl groups on the show, and everyone's like 'oh, it's the battle of the girl groups' and hardcore fans are like fighting to win honor for their idols like it matters more than starving kids in Africa.

i don't get those super hardcore fans. it's okay to like, or idolise a celebrity. it's healthy. but it's NOT in anyway healthy when you start picking fights with other artistes' fans or start obsessing over your idol. your idol is not God. they're just normal human beings and it still stinks when they fart.

why am i so pissed? because of an over-enthusiastic fan on a forum who totally attacked me for just saying that the reason i like 2NE1 was because i can tell the members apart. because i was replying to ANOTHER fellow forum member who asked me why i like them. i was a total idiot and kept hitting her back with my stand ... but then i realize it's a waste of my time. and she was so glad she 'won'.

there wasn't even any competition or war to begin with. so i'm just glad i made an undeserving someone happy today.

anyway, go watch some videos.

2NE1 winning/encore MusicBank

Brown Eyed Girls - Abracadabra

now i mentioned something about Numero photoshoot. with 2NE1, i mean.

credits to {YGLadies}.

though i had to edit them, because it was tinted this blinding blue tone originally. i don't want any of you to go blind after viewing them, so i edited them.

group/duo shots

solo shots
[fierce leader CL]

[Dara]

[sexy Bom]

[maknae Minji]

i have no idea why there's only one shot of Bommie-unnie. -.- but they're so fierce, no? very high fashion. and if you're wondering (and i'm so gloating!) the girls are wearing high-end labels like LV and McQueen. gosh i love their stylists!

everybody... blogger's not F-d up anymore!

2009-07-30T16:09:00.003+08:00

yay... now i can blog like normal again and not crack my quite-empty brain trying to figure out the html stuff. thank you, blogger people.

i can't decide who's cuter... the bunny or JiYoung...

i feel heavy. no, i'm not talking about my weight. i predict the only time i'll call myself fat is when i'm pregnant. or if i get my bums stuck at MRT gates. which won't be anytime soon and will never ever happen for the latter, i can safely say.

i'm talking about my hair. it felt heavy for some reason. and drying it takes a whole lot of time. especially since i'm so old-school and used the au naturel wind and fan instead of a hairdryer. yes, i haven't bought a new one to replace the one i broke. which was like ages ago.

so... i'm tempted to get a haircut. and a good dye job. but when i'll go about doing it, that'll be a mystery. haha... i've been saying something and probably not do anything about it lately.

but back to my haircut... i told Mom i wanted a mini mohawk like JiYoung. i was joking, but Mom's eyes were about to pop out when she heard it. HAHA! she's starting to lose her sense of humor with age. tsktsk.

i'll probably go back to my very comfortable short bob look ... maybe i'll PERM it! guhuhuhu... then i'll look like a poodle. how cute, no?

i miss...

my girls. yes, even you Sheila. but i can't find a nice picture of us. so i won't post any. lalala...

**and to Gege, stay strong babe! i know FYP is damn stressful but tahan aite? then we go shopping or something after it's all over... huhuhu...

thanks Sheila for that text. i've read it but i can't reply. i just needed to get it off my chest because gosh, i had to let it all out. you know me, right? i'm not too petty to layan their every single comment.

because i don't care eh eh eh eh eh... haha, okay i'll stop with the song.

omo... the GIF is so LOL! i actually LOL-d so hard when i first saw it.

on other 2NE1 related news because i'm such a hardcore fangirl...

2NE1 at LPG Illegal Download event thingy

the BEST they've ever looked! besides those Numero photoshoot. so yay to their stylists Xin and Danny, who's equally yummy-licious. huhuhu...

haters to the left.

2009-07-29T13:44:00.000+08:00

Mod has a new friend. i call him Mr Banana. or Mr B for short. and yes, it's a HE. because i don't allow my precious cat to sleep around with an opposite gender. haram.

just because i've been keeping quiet about it doesn't mean i don't care. okay, initially i don't. but you kids have been going on about it for like months now, and yes, it's starting to bug me. congratulations. you've achieved your ultimate goal to annoy me. i don't get it why you hate me so much. because i'm close to your boyfriends? that's because i'm their friend. are they not allowed to have friends? are you going to put your boyfriends on a leash and tell them what to do and what not?

that's just SICK.

it's okay to be jealous. it's natural. i'm a girl, i know how it feels. but to tell your boyfriends to end his friendship just because 'she's too close to you' or 'i don't like the way she smiles at you' don't make sense. if i'd wanted to date your boy, i would have gladly done it a long time ago. and it's none of your business as to why i'm still single. my own parents have no issues about it.

so before i kick your behinds with my new pair of 4-inch heels, shut up. if you don't like me, just SHUT UP. and don't try to create a cult or some fan club to go against me.

blogger is F-d up.

2009-07-27T20:55:00.000+08:00

-.-

so it's not just me that's experiencing the bad blogger layout. hmpf.

i changed my playlist. it's like an evil version of the other MP3 Teddy. huhuhu.

i can't get over BEG's new song. now this is how you do an image change from normal pop to bam-in-your-face-sexy.

indian boy

2009-07-26T18:18:00.002+08:00

MC Mong - Roban Jula/INDIAN BOY @ Inkigayo

i love MC Mong. call it a crush. huhu. and that Boy BI rapper kid is so c-cute! reminds me of GDragon somehow. oh i can't wait to see the boy grow up and be one hellavu fierce rapper.

Brown Eyed Girls - Abracadabra MV

i liked BEG then, because they're always this mellow, somehow very un-cutesy pop. but wow, this is like a total 360degree turn of image. not that i am complaining. Miryo (the rapper) reminds me of TOP. FIERCE.

and other wonderful KPOP news, 2NE1 once again, wins the third time this week, and the first for Inkigayo for their song I Don't Care. 2NE1 jjang!

say hi to Gareth Pugh.

2009-07-24T21:42:00.005+08:00

*my 'create post' on blogger is still very cocked up. hmppf.

...

anyway, say HHELLOOO Gareth Pugh!

i LOVE his works. it's so distorted and different from the ordinary, yet it's still very artistic. it's not everybody's cup of tea, but his designs are either love it, or hate it.

i love it. hehehe...

Gareth Pugh on wikiP

Fall '09 Collection

i find the collection rather tame, compared to some of the collections last year.

one of my fave from his designs...

from Fall '08. L-LOVE the skirt!

other news, been having to miss work for like 3 days this week. ergh... because of my commitment to school project. sobs.

there goes my pay...

[edited]

i forgot to gloat.

2NE1 won MusicBank today!!!! 7 points lead over SNSD. so close... but congrats to the girls.

... Dara/CL accidentally kicked the trophy which Bom placed on the floor. i think it broke. LOL! such dorks.

... MC Mong is BACK!! *squels* i LOVE him! either on TV or as an artiste, he's always so different.

busy. so i won't be updating

2009-07-21T20:26:00.002+08:00

my blogger thingy is pissing me off. the whole 'create post' section is all weirded out, but whatever.

i'll be busy with work this few weeks. boo. had to settle some admin school stuff today so had to call one of the temp girls/new found friends to tell my supervisor that i can't make it to work today.

one day salary gone. -.-

don't miss me too much people.

loves.

ahhhh i'm sick!!!

2009-07-18T15:33:00.002+08:00

it started from a very stupid idea of drinking excessive Coke at midnight to waking up with cough, and then it turned into sore throat before me waking up feeling my body aching all over.

no, it's not H1n1. confirm.

1 whole year i hadn't been seriously sick and had been making fun of people who did fall sick. like's like a wheel, they say. i should have just shut my mouth and kept myself healthy. sobs.

Gaspard Ulliel, please be my lucky charm and let me recover ASAP. i have work on Monday ...

picture credit

당장 꺼져!

2009-07-17T19:47:00.003+08:00

great news. i got new assignment, new place next week. and the pay rate is high too. 2NE1 kicked the butts off SNSD and claimed Music Bank No.1 spot this week. (huhu!) i found a new BFF which costs much lesser than my daily lunch.

bad news. new place is like so far away, and work starts much earlier so that means i have to sacrifice my late-night TV times to wake up earlier in the morning. i am sick physically (or internally, since it's my throat that hurts). and i am sick of a certain group of people.

i don't even want to elaborate on the last one.

meet my new BFF ...

failed attempt at trying to be artistic. -.-

CHIC - it's a new magazine i think. found it at Cheers when visiting the office to talk about the new assignment. $2.80. that's like half of my usual McD lunch meals. and it's cool because they feature new shops and stuff. very singapura, i will say. should grab a copy too.

but i hate that the cover's too flimsy. i almost tore the cover page. haha.

2NE1 owning Music Bank. woot!

tata bunnies. i need food. hungry...

mailbox

2009-07-14T19:19:00.002+08:00

so i checked my mailbox today. (okay most locals call them letterbox. i call them mailbox. no difference, right? mail equals letter. they're like perkataan seerti seiras.) and i found this cute tin box. amongst gazillion ads and my brother's letters. it had the Peanut's cartoon, which was cute. and odd because there was no address or anything written on it.

so i opened it, and there were 2 keychains/phonestraps in it. and they're cute.

but it's freaky because i have no idea who gave them. or why. maybe it's some promotion thing.

maybe...

anyway, accompanied Mom to Lot 1, since i had to return some forms to the HDB office. some house loans issue. we jalan-jalan as usual, and i saw the most beautiful bag ever. i so wanted to grab it. it was like love at first sight. a love that will cost me $59.90.

haha.

i didn't buy it because i am flat broke. but gosh ... it's so gorgeous. like me. (okay, go ahead and puke now)

i am going to start starving myself - okay, no i'm not turning ano or anything, i'll just cut down on those Bandito pockets and McD lunches - and start saving for the bag. i've never been this in love with an item. ever.

stay together

2009-07-11T22:38:00.002+08:00

[[Stay Together]]

[Minji] If you're shedding tears
Just like my reflection in the mirror

[CL] If you've thought of me even once
Can you run to me and embrace me?

[Dara] Because even when I closed my eyes
I thought of your face
Because even when I'm breathing
I'm suffocating

[CL] Our first meeting is like a saddened soul
Left with nothing but pain
My last words, saying you had to be happy
Were just foolish

[Bom] Please love me
Please come back to me
Hold me again like you used to
Please comfort me, please call me right now

[Dara] Just like before
I want to hear your voice

[Bom] I said I'd definitely forget
I promised goodbye but
When I see you, I still tremble
We gotta stay together
I can't sleep, is it the same for you?

[Dara] I'm always trembling I love you forever

[Bom] I said I'd definitely forget
I promised goodbye but
When I see you, I still tremble
We gotta stay together
I can't sleep, are you like me?

[CL] I know that you're not thinking about me

[Minji] Scars leave tears
And gets locked within thoughts
I'm not listening to my friends' comforts
My heart hurts so much
To the point I cry all day and long to die

[CL] Again, I spent the whole gripping onto my phone
I want to see you, I can't stand it
I spent another meaningless day by myself

[Bom] Please love me
Please come back to me
Hold me again like you used to
Please comfort me, please call me right now

[Dara] Just like before
I want to hear your voice

[Bom] I said I'd definitely forget
I promised goodbye but
When I see you, I still tremble
We gotta stay together
I can't sleep, is it the same for you?

[CL] I know that you're not thinking about me

[Dara] Only if someone had come and told me
This love was wrong from the start

[Bom] I feel empty somewhere
And my heart begins to hurt
I guess it still loves you

When I see you, I still tremble
We gotta stay together
I can't sleep, is it the same for you?

I said I'd definitely forget
I promised goodbye but
I can't sleep, are you like me?

When I see you, I still tremble
We gotta stay together
I can't sleep, are you like me?

[CL] I know that you're not thinking about me

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i just effing love this song.

2NE1 - Music Bank

2009-07-10T19:52:00.006+08:00

wow! all the girls had their hair down. like literally. even CL. so pweetty!

Pretty Boy

I Don't Care

i like what they're wearing. wait. i ALWAYS like what they're wearing ... haha!

i know, FANGIRL Niza. haha.

and MEL!!! you are so missed! huhu ... thank you for liking my new style. straight hair on the left, curled hair on the right. HAHA! and meet up soon aite?

2ne1 - i don't care mv

2009-07-10T15:15:00.003+08:00

MV is OUT! okay they released it yesterday, but didn't have the time to blog. 2NE1 jjang! it's so cute that they have a storyline for it, but it gets so dizzying towards the end with like constant scene cuts every second. and the shaman woman freaked me out. a bit.

2NE1 - I Don't Care (with subs)

i splurged. again. bought AMICA's latest issue for myself and a Malay magazine for Mom yesterday. both of us share a common obsession for magazines, apparently.

i kind of lose interest in Seventeen. GASP right? but AMICA's more high fashion, so maybe that's why i'm more into it now. and i LOVE the cover girl's jeans. haha...

let me introduce to you a fat cat i've known since secondary school...

HER name's Garfield. she's a very fat cat. loves to suntan and purrs when you rub her tummy. she's kind of camera shy, that's why i wasted like 15 shots at her and this is the one and only shot that we actually get to see her face. a bit. wanted to bring her home once in Sec2, but she's territorial i guess. my block is like above the hill area, and she refused to follow me up the stairs.

if i had her i wouldn't have brought Modz home.

anyway, she's a cutie. a very fat cutie. so manje. unlike Modz.

and i have work to do now, so i'm going to end this post with pictures of me being a poser. because i'm so vain like that.

my failed attempt at curling my hair. and the rare occasion where i wear PURPLE. i seldom wear color, let alone PURPLE. and Sheila stop calling me Barney!

splurged//2NE1 mini album tracks

2009-07-08T17:24:00.002+08:00

♥ 2NE1 Debut Mini Album - OUT!

so bling-bling, and very 90s.

and i can't preorder them because i've been banned from buying anything online. sobs. b-but, all thanks to modern technology i know i'm going to get my hands on them one way or another.

tracklist:
♥ Pretty Boy (apparently it's the intro used to their debut on Inkigayo stage)
♥ Stay Together
♥ In the Club
♥ Let's Go Party
♥ I Don't Care (eh eh eh eh eh... okay i just have to add that!)

for now i've listened to all songs, excluding IDC, 3 times. my favorite has got to be Pretty Boy and i read allkpop and omonatheydidn't, and people are saying that all the tracks are so not 2NE1. they only released Fire, and you don't expect all the songs to have the same upbeat tempo right?

(lol, see i'm a fangirl! i'm standing up for my 2NE1!)

they're doing the whole Big Bang thing, and i like it. shows that they can be versatile. and In the Club was LOL - i read the comments and everyone was like, 'it's not upbeat!'. if you want upbeat, go listen to 50cent. i like it though. because i just read the translated lyric. hoohoohoo.

♥ Pretty Boy

♥ Stay Together

♥ Let's Go Party

♥ In the Club

now YG still owes us that I Don't Care mv.

♥ splurged.

i came home and decided to snap photos of stuff i'd bought this past few weeks. including today's haul.

i don't usually buy that much stuff in a month. but things have been grabbing my attention. and i just love to shop. hoohoohoo.

necklaces and brown belt was from Talisman at Jurong Point. i just bought them today. because i really needed a belt, and the necklaces were just tempting me. all for $10. cheap right?

necklace and earring (on the belt) were bought sometime last week, i think. from the accessories shop at Bukit Panjang Plaza. they had a storewide sale, and i spent just $5 on both. ahh... the headbands were my birthday gift from Miss America. HAHA!! i kid ... they're from Sheila. thanks bunny! she bought from Aries and left the price tag on. LOL!

Charcoal Face Pack. from Daiso. $2. haven't tried it yet, because i don't want to scare anyone in the house. i remembered Angah and Mom were freaked out (on separate occasions) because i came into their rooms with my Face Shop mask on. in the middle of the night. haha!

Face Shop masks. 3 for $12 originally, but they had a storewide sale when i visited today. so i spent just $10.80 on them. i need those masks ... too much dust cleaning yesterday is not good for my already horrid face condition.

things i nearly bought ...

ZA Blemish Shoot, ZA Mascara, an organic face pack thing at Watsons, a bag which costs $19.90 and they even had one in pink!, a punkish bracelet (they didn't fit me) and ... a whole lot of shoes i tried at Mondo.

because i'm not a shopaholic. and i kept telling myself to stop buying. haha ... i'm a girl, can't be blamed right?

lazy bunny

2009-07-07T13:25:00.003+08:00

am supposed to be cleaning my room right now. but caught up on my PP rework.

okay that was an excuse. hoo-hoo. i can't even think straight now because all the fonts and words on my screen look the same. ARGH!! i don't wish to re-RE-do my PP. again.

anyway, about the cleaning room part. i talked big yesterday and told everyone in the house i'll get rid of all the junk in my room. haha ... should have just shut my mouth because now Mom's getting on my case.

she kept popping up and asking, "when you going to clean your room?". i hate it when she keeps popping out of nowhere.

okay. PP rework has got to wait. clean room. MUST. CLEAN. ROOM.

EDITED!!!!!!!!!!!!

yay i got my butt off the chair and started cleaning my wardrobe stuff.

First Phase of Clean Niza's Room - COMPLETE!

there's a lot more phases actually. but oh well, some other day. and i can't believe i got rid like 90% of my old toys. i only saved my Pocahantos (how the hell you spell it?!) doll, my Barbie doll set with a gazillion outfits, my Tickle-Me Elmo plush and a Cabbage Patch Kid Bathing Doll set.

i'm saving them for my future daughter. hoo-hoo-hoo...

my boys

2009-07-07T01:20:00.002+08:00

*YG is postponing 2ne1's I Don't Care mv release. i am not a happy girl right now. hmmpf.

it was raining whole day today. i love it. and did it rain yesterday? i can't recall.

anyway, this blog needs more cuteness. so ... ta-da!! pictures of my fat cat being all cute in Mom's laundry bucket thingy.

this was sometime back during Angah's reservice week. i know, we're such big bullies throwing Angah's (very stinky!) uniform on top of him. Modz loves stinky ... so he stayed under it for a long time...

old, yet to be posted pictures of Alif. i was too lazy to upload them.

i jokingly told Kak Siti that Alif has potential modelling career in the future. she LOL-d at the idea. haha...

i ♥ fifi lapin

2009-07-06T00:49:00.002+08:00

fifi lapin♥

this has got to be the cutest fashionista on the globe. ever!

fifi lapin is an online blog which features an uber-kawaii bunny (whose name is of course, Fifi Lapin!) and you get to see all the blogger's latest fashion reviews and looks. and fifi even wears the identical version of runway clothes.

it's a must visit. just because it's too cute to resist.

on other news, i can't wait to go on a mini-shopping trip. just a short lunch or coffee time with any of my girl friends is enough to last me for a week. Sheila not included in the list.

no girl ... i still laff you kk... HAHA!! just that i see you 3 times a week and admit it, you're sick of my face also kan? hu.hu.hu...

just a list of things

2009-07-05T23:39:00.002+08:00

that i will need to buy. pronto.

- concealer.
- a pair of sandals.
- bag. a big one, for work and school.
- jacket.cardigan. or blazer. either one of those.

that i need to do.

- re-do demo.
- re-send demo.
- clean my room.
- trim my bangs. and go let a professional layer my hair.

i need to get my hands far far away from those scissors.

and Mel, plans again soon! LOL! it's hilarious something always came up whenever we want to meet. neverthemind. this just makes us miss each other more. huahahaha...

*

i feel so fangirl, borderline stalker actually, this few days. been watching 2ne1 videos from ygTV show and their random behind-the-scene videos. but i just love this girls.

making of their FIRST mini-album

♥ 07/07: release of 'I don't Care' MV (like finally!)
♥ 08/07: release of mini-album. which i can't buy yet. poo poo...

see... i've never been this excited for any music artistes or famous celebrity before! haha, now Sheila and the crew will start labeling me as fangirl.

w-what?!

2009-07-04T13:53:00.002+08:00

Owen moves to ManU. on a free transfer.

yahoo!news

i'm still shocked. wow... wonder how many games he's going to play and how many games he's going to miss due to injury.

obsession

2009-07-02T16:36:00.002+08:00

Grandma (Mom's biological mother) and Grandpa (Mom's stepdad) came over today. i know my family's too complicated. Mom wasn't home though, but it doesn't matter because they came over to give me my belated birthday present. presents to be exact.

they gave me a cute lil bag (the sling was too long though, but still love it!), some magnetic-thingy necklaces in pink and purple and a jewelry set. which i adore. i don't usually wear matchy-matchy stuff so i'll probably mix the set with my other stuff. and Grandpa gave me a new watch. which actually fits me to well.

i'm too lazy to snap pictures of them.
but thank you for such loving grandparents! haha...

Grandma said i'm such a manje granddaughter. LOL! i so agree. even though he's only my step-grandpa the old man always pampers me and stuff. huhuhu...

*

Angah bought Alif a Thomas&Friends train set. which is so adorable. we're going over to Kak Siti's place this Saturday. wee...

*

i lust over these ...

Helmut Lang cropped boyfriend jeans

Lanvin 'No Flower' tee

Tsumori Chisato flare jacket

Balmain tuxedo jacket

bootie i found on my polyvore items (can't remember which label)

YSL cage bootie (last season... but i still adore it!)

Stella McCartney mesh sandals (i'm so finding a cheaper look-a-like for this!)

Maison Martin Margiela semi-circle tote

off to watch my YG TV live now on MNet! ... tata!

2ne1 - i don't care eheheheheh

2009-07-01T20:11:00.005+08:00

yes ... i simply adore 2ne1. new single, not as upbeat as FIRE, but it's so summer-ish. very chill vibe and i like it.

who's who: (L-R) Bom, fierce leader CL,Dara, maknae Minji

i still refuse to believe that Minji's just 15. hmmpf.

on other note, RP had 66 (the last i checked) cases of H1N1 ... and i'm glad i'm no longer anywhere near that place. not that i'm being super conscious of getting sick or anything. but just hope this epidemic will pass by quickly, and we'll recover from it. insyallah...

Mom plans to skip Grandma's wedding this weekend. no, not because of bad feelings or anything, just that my parents got something on and Grandma will definitely understand. and Mel ... my Mom said we can go out this weekend! wee... and the post about me was sweet. except for those really freaky shots with my big eyes. brr...

2NE1 - I Don't Care Translations

[Minji]
I can't ever forgive you for that lipstick on your neck
Every day, your phone keeps on dying
It doesn't seem like you're going to change oh oh

[Sandara]
All those girlfriends you call "friends"
Don't think of me in the same way as them, I want let it bye <-- T/N: (i think this is "I won't let it by" or "i won't let it fly")
From now on, do as you want, I'm going to give up
For some time I really loved you but oh

[CL]
Sometimes you get drunk, and call me, now it's 5 am
Again you say another girl's name no

[Bom]
I don't care, I'll stop asking "Where are you, what are you doing"
From now on I really don't care, I'll get out of the way
From now on don't come to me and cry, and cling on
cause don't care e e e e e e
cause don't care e e e e e e

[Minji]
cause don't care e e e e e e
cause don't care e e e e e e
Boy I don't care

[Minji]
Stealing glances at other girl's legs
You're so so pitiful
Everyday you take off your couple ring, and secretly go on a blind date
It seems like I won't be able to take it any longer oh oh oh

[Sandara]
My friends say that you're not really worth it
You even went to your wolf-like friends for advice but
I'd rather keep it simple, I'm too good for you
I believed you were my love but oh oh

[CL]
Today you said you were busy, I tried phoning you but
As expected, behind you I heard a girl's laugh oh no

[Bom]
I don't care, I'll stop asking "Where are you, what are you doing"
From now on I really don't care, I'll get out of the way
From now on don't come to me and cry, and cling on
cause don't care e e e e e e
cause don't care e e e e e e

[Sandara]
cause I don't care e e e e e e
cause I don't care e e e e e e
Boy I don't care

[Minji]
Because of you, I remember crying till dawn boy
I'm thinking you're going to regret it more, I was too easy, huh boy?
I'm too good to throw away and too boring to have
Why didn't you treat me better when you had me, instead of coming to me now and clinging on?

[CL]
You fooled me with your lies hundreds of time
From today on, I'll be a bad girl who makes guys cry
Now without a tear, I'm mocking you
Loser who's inside a game called love
Get on your knees and say it
If not, please get out of my sight

[Bom]
I don't care, I'll stop asking "Where are you, what are you doing"
From now on I really don't care, I'll get out of the way
From now on don't come to me and cry, and cling on
cause I don't care e e e e e e
cause I don't care e e e e e e
cause I don't care e e e e e e
cause I don't care e e e e e e
Boy I don't care

CREDITS: GEE @ YGLADIES.COM
DO NOT EDIT/REMOVE CREDITS! INCLUDING THIS LINE!

i'm still addicted to polyvore. and i'm going to play till 2days1night starts at 11:20 later.
everybody now ... 1박 2일...
gosh i love MC Mong and his monkey self.

rip michael jackson

2009-06-26T19:50:00.009+08:00

♥♥♥
i was shocked when bunny told me the news. they said he died because of cardiac arrest, but it's not yet confirmed i think. and he was making that comeback. ...

rest in peace, michael jackson.

and what a birthday this year. at least it's memorable. the day i turn 19 is the day the King of Pop passed away. sobs.

youtube's not allowing me to embed music videos. boo. but here's a live version of Thriller. i LOVE the MV - it's freaking 13minutes long! i saw it when i was still an innocent young girl and i was like 'whoa ... so cool!'. haha, helps that my brothers were Jacko-fans.

thanks for the great morning breakfast bunny. i'm just grateful it's not another Twister meal. i'm so sick of that thing!! and thanks for the headbands. all 4 of them. macam menyindir eh... and guess what? the earrings matched my clothes for tomorrow. HAHA!

very the jedi.

2ne1 performing on Music Bank half-year special.

once again, thanks for the wishes. it's so sweet! love you guys.

and RP just send Dad a text saying RP students are to be quarantined at home. i LOL-d so hard. i don't know why, but i just did. haha...

another great news, grandma's getting married. again. which grandma? one of my step ones. i know ... too many grandmas and grandpas. next week, though. just when i'm planning to go out with Mel... hmmpf.

19

2009-06-26T00:48:00.002+08:00

so. i'm like 19 now. okay ... according to Mom i was born sometime evening. so it's not yet my birthday. or birthtime to be exact.

but thanks bunnies for the loving texts - except that very disturbing one. LOL! made my day man.

had a bad few days this week. do i not look like an adult? having people babytalk to me is just so pissy. but not going to ruin my birthday talking about this.

so happy birthday me. wee...

let's make it

2009-06-23T23:05:00.003+08:00

busy busy me. sorry Mel that we can't find just one day to hang out. :((

but thanks for remembering my birthday. just wishing me a great day this Friday will be fine. really. hu-hu.

i just wish i don't forget my own birthday this year. too busy to even remember days this past few weeks. le sigh. just having a day to myself - just me, alone - is good enough.

i need major FAT injections

2009-06-22T17:40:00.003+08:00

because i cannot fit into a single freaking bangle or ring!!!! it's so annoying. i went from Diva to Aries to Topshop and ALL of the bangles i tried slipped off.

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this is discrimination to skinny chicks like me, man. they should start having sizes for jewelries. XS for skinnies ... i'd probably need a XXS.

Sheila aka American girl (LOL! that's for making fun of my London thing!) said i need to inject fats on my arms. LOL at the mental image. fat arms. skinny body. :-|

it's so disturbing!!

... and yes, we were fooling around when we're supposed to be doing something. kuahehehe!

today was kind of nice. London(me) and America(her) couldn't stop laughing at a group of young tweeners' laughters. it was HILARIOUS. and they're like a total opposite of us -no sound came out of us and it was just mouth opening so wide - and their's was ... it was like ... laughing in front of a high speed fan. try it. that's how it sounds.

and gosh, no pictures. so boring. but i'm in a rush to go help le Mama cook le dinner. okay, i'm high. 5 more days to me turning 19 bunnies!!!!

2ne1 2nd win on Inkigayo ♥

2009-06-21T19:14:00.003+08:00

i've never had issues with whatever they wear. but they look so fierce this time! and now everyone has bangs ... including me. congrats on winning 2nd mutizen on Inkigayo :)).

something's wrong with my Imeem player. i'm going to change it soon ... but now i'm shagged. i look (and probably smell!) like a haggard ... just got back from Mom's friend's wedding and Kak Siti's family's kenduri (the baby so pinch-able!). my German-speaking, gibberish-talking baby boy Alif was probably at the naughtiest peak i've ever seen him ... and i got hit, punched, bitten, slobbered and is still suffering from too many childish squeling.

so goodnight bunnies. i am in deep need of rest.

PS.

i forgot to add ... (and i'm such a bad daughter for forgetting this!!)

happy daddy day, dad ... and happy 50-something birthday!

he won't let me say how old he is exactly. i calculated his age in the train this afternoon and he was like ... "orang London tak cakap pasal umur ... very the sensitive" - LOL! he's always with that 'i'm from London' joke of his.

anyway this week's full of birthdays.

Dad's. Zee's. Alif's.
and of course ... mine. woohoo.

too bad we're apart this year, eh?

craving...

2009-06-17T22:25:00.002+08:00

for a new hairstyle. i know ... i VOWED to not touch or cut or do anything with my hair till it grows past my shoulder. but what to do ... i'm so tempted. maybe even do a rebonding?! hmm... itching on trying it out...

i got a shock when i saw LC as a brunette. she looks like a doll right? but it's just a wig she wore for a photoshoot. i like the color. hmm...so tempting ...

thanks LMJ for those heels!!

2009-06-17T16:19:00.003+08:00

i don't care if they're from the sales rack. i LOVE 'em. so thank you Lil' Miss Joyce for this gorgeous heels. :)) i can't believe i have to wear size39 - HAHA! bigfoot, eh?!

and yes, now you don't need to feel guilty even if you forget my birthday. hehe...

today's BURNING. i didn't sweat - but my body was so heaty, LMJ (yes, i shall call you that! haha!) had to buy bottles of those cooling water for me. haha... you really care for your juniors eh?

had fun today. but then, the weather kind of ruined it. blegh. then again, i should be bersyukur that the weather's normal. tsk tsk ... i'm such a pampered girl. little bit of sun, i complain. little bit of rain, i complain. gosh, and i was questioning where Alif got that prince syndrome!

speaking of my baby boy, we're visiting him this weekend. Kak Siti's family just welcomed a new baby - boy, i think - and Kakak's dad invited us over. Alif's so happy i guess, another baby boy cousin friend to play with.

haven't been talking about this ... and the guys have been making fun of me about it lately. yes, about Cristiano Ronaldo (aka Mr Paris Hilton!) moving to Real. i still love him as a player ... but if his heart is not in Man U, what to do. let him go, and we'll just buy new players. $90 million ... gosh if i had that much money i'd quit school and live a tai-tai life.

single. no guys, unless he's richer than me. Huahahaha!

okay need to go get some work done. ta-ta bunnies!

thunder in my stomach.

2009-06-15T15:41:00.002+08:00

like butterflies, thunder, and a whole mass of people clubbing in my stomach. i hate this feeling. hate hate HATE IT. i prayed like so hard that they won't know it ... PLEASE HELP ME ya allah!

shock, pause, drop.

2009-06-14T23:07:00.002+08:00

gemma ward/sasha pivovarova

balmain fall-winter '09-10

barbie shanghai store ♥

uniqlo megastore / tokyo ♥

nadia flower illustration

2ne1- fire on music bank

2009-06-12T23:51:00.003+08:00

hi.

i have a really terrible neck pain now. very very painful. i can't move my neck to much. and god knows how many times i've applied Yoko Yoko onto it.

now i can't even open my eyes without wincing.

my phone is charging. can't contact Mel about tomorrow. nevermind. i'll do it in the morning.

i can't even move along to 2ne1 'fire'. yup, watching it on youtube now. i can only sing. or whisper. sing-whisper. singsper?!

i like them. don't care if whatever they wear is totally unwearable on the streets (or even in real life!) and that people kept calling them 'Big Bang copycat' (what to do! G-dragon's managing them!). i. like. them.

especially minji. god, she's 15 and so fierce! and lord, that split! FIERCE.

now goodnight. my neck needs a stable place to rest on.

i told mom a random idea

2009-06-12T00:17:00.002+08:00

Dad loves working in cafes. he used to run one with a close pal, but things got sour and that's why we are where we are now. he loves business. and he makes awesome lattes and sandwiches.

so out of the blue, while watching my Hotaru no Hikari drama (Mel ... must watch! super nice!), i've been into interior design and all things cafe/business related. in one episode, there's a plot about a manga cafe.

and i spoke to Mom totally randomly (i always speak random stuff with Mom - my BFF that has no off button). i told her while watching her cook today - yes, she does the job, i do the looking - that if i ever had lots of money one day, i want to let Dad open his own cafe.

Mom: cool. your Dad loves cafes.
me: i know... but kan, i want to do something really different from most cafes here
Mom: hmm? (at this point she was busy chopping the garlic and stuff)
me: i want Dad to open a cafe / library / chill out place ... macam this show i watch ...
Mom: ah... (puts in grilled fish into pot ... probably not caring what i'd just said)
me: they have this manga concept where people can come in to eat and read comics and stuff ...
Mom: eh? good larh...
me: nice right my idea? *grins*
Mom: ah ... yeah... (continues cooking without showing a single sense of emotion)

Mom always ignores what i say. but at least she responds.

but it's nice right my idea? people can come in, grab a bite or a drink, read some magazines or books for free (they can buy it too if they want!), play games, watch movies that they can rent at the shop ... and just have a place to chill.

but anyone caught sleeping or hanging out too long and being a nuisance will be kicked out. HAHA! bad service eh?

but that's just my idea. and i'd love to open a cafe with Dad. i love working with him, hot-tempered and impatient and all.

i found this site about tokyo cafes. kind of cute. maybe if i'll ever go to Japan, i'll probably visit half of them on the list.

tokyo♥cafe

puckets of shweats

2009-06-11T18:54:00.002+08:00

it truly is starting to feel like summer here in Singapore. i know, we've always had summer. but Mr. Sunshine's been a lil cruel lately, hasn't he (or she!?)? the heat is unbearable ... and i've been sweating buckets this past few days.

puckets of shweats... haha inside joke between me, bunny and her now botak boy.

alhamdulilah ... it's kind of windy today. but i was grumbling all the way at Jurong East this morning because the wind kept messing up my bangs. and all bunny did was laugh. yup... sometimes i wonder why i have cruel friends.

to add to that ... i'm breaking out like crazy. just when i thought i'm finally blessed with good skin. been drinking like 14 glasses of water everyday and conquering the toilet every 15minutes. Mom wanted to put a collection box at the toilet. only she can think of ways to gain from other people's pain.

i'm once again ... cashless. need to go beg and plead to my dear brothers. le sigh. i just can't wait for Saturday. and sorry Mel my plans kind of changed last minute. huhuhu ... but we'll have fun even for a short time okay?

i'm like obsessed with Eddie Izzard. he's so funny ... i've got the longer version of this (and a few more) all thanks to Angah. watched it like gazillion times, and never got sick of it.

'... death by tray...' LOL!

yay my hair's growing long again! and i need to get some hair treatment and a freaking cheap straightener ... or else people might mistake me for Chewbacca or some 80s mad woman soon. and gosh... how long have i had that 'Mature Audiences Only' shirt?! i went to school with it, camped with it, went jalan-jalan with it ... and now i sleep with it somedays. i might even rebel and throw a public protest if Mom ever dares to throw it away.

and i need to end this here. because i have other important things to do now. and let's end it with some heenim cuteness/wackness (whichever you prefer).

spin spin spin

2009-06-10T09:49:00.000+08:00

i'm totally addicted to...

1. polyvore
2. angelababy

maybe i have too much time or the urgent need to do something and anything that i revived my old polyvore account.

♥

it's like playing dressup. but cooler.

and i've been talking about how gorgeous angelababy is lately. even if she's plastic, she's done a wonderful job. and i like her hair. the color, to be specific.

been wanting to dye my hair lately. i'm so sick of black. it's like so blah. but i'm not going to go for crazy colors like red or blond (gosh ... i'd look so fugly mirrors would break at the sight of a blond me!). i'm loving the chocolate, dark brown tone. you know, the color you get when people with originally black hair stands under the sun.

this somehow reminds me of Mel's hair color. and my hair's long now ... no more cutesy bob. it's kind of funny because i've been having the bob for a while now (almost a year... since 1st semester last year?) and Mel's had long hair the entire time i knew her. and we're kind of opposite now.

gosh i can't wait to meet her this Saturday!

now i got to submit my PP rework. or my advisor's going to come chasing after me. literally.

i made a TUMBLR

2009-06-08T23:48:00.002+08:00

so. what the hell is TUMBLR?! i have no idea either. so click click this and go read it yourself.

i was so bored. and i stumbled upon it. and i decided to make one. and it's probably going to end up rotting like my friendster, facebook ... and even myspace which i'd formerly shared with Zee. it surprises me that i still stay true to blogging.

hmpfh.

my tumbler ♥

i doubt it's going to last more than 6 weeks.

i found this HongKong magazine while with Sheila this morning. bought it. though i have no clue whatsoever on what it actually says. it's just $3 ... and because i saw Angelababy on the cover. anyway it's kind of cool. nice stuff.

then at IMM i nearly bought another magazine. it was freaking cheap - $2. and it was THICK. but thanks bunny for saying food is more precious than 150 (or so) pages of glossy fashion spread that i can never ever afford.

Daiso:
- charcoal face pack
- sponges. lots of 'em.
- candles.
- tidbits. shared between us bunnies.

i saw a DSLR camera. $699 ... and the other was a baby - $969. i preferred the latter ... the quality was oh so good i couldn't let go of it. drools...

i ♥ GSS. too bad i'm broke.

great news:

"Meet Melisa this Saturday".

weeeeeeee ^^!!

nite nite bunnies.

no ... i am still alive. just mourning.

2009-06-02T10:47:00.004+08:00

le sigh. thanks bunny for the text. (or textS ... you send gazillions of 'em, you spammer!) i am alive. breathing. whatever other words you use to describe a living human.

just mourning. about (as hard as it is to say) the defeat of Manchester United (what the hell Fergie?!?!) ... and about it. not so much on the latter though.

LOL yeah i move on fast. so it's over as quickly as it started. so he's a jerk. a douchebag. 바보. 병신. yup. all the words with negative connotation in the world's dictionary will have his face in it. i so saw this one coming. but whatever. i don't have time to waste mourning too much on it. rather mourn on the Devils' defeat (once again ... WHY FERGIE!?!??!).

to cheer me up (okay i wasn't that down to begin with)... bunny told me FT Island's coming to Singapore. squels. for $100 and they'll perform for an hour. -.-

i'll give it a pass. because i'm not wasting a hundred bucks for an hour concert. even if i get to see Joonhun up close. le sigh.

unless someone wanna sponsor me a ticket. guahahaha ... jheah right. like someone would do that.

okay. i need to go get busy now. 'niza is busy busy' ... HAHA!

just to entertain you guys ... and to thank my bunny...

lots of heenim gifs. HAHA!

when he told me it was over ...

jheah ... i was that happy. honest.

and every heenim post needs a lil bit of cute heebum...

i lold so hard at this... ^^

i broke the dublin wall.

2009-05-23T23:01:00.003+08:00

LULZ. inside joke with my brother. i L-L-L-OVE it when he's at home.

i broke the dublin wall ... lol.

McD for dinner. Project Runway for dessert. lots of Kpop juicy news for supper. and Mom and the older one making fun of my Primary 1 Malay. the past will always comes back to haunt cha.

how the hell am i suppose to know what 'menggonggong' means?! i was SEVEN!

i learnt how to rip my jeans: poke a mini hole on desired area. wear it for like a month or two. then wash it to get full effect. Mom might probably transform into Medusa if she sees it though.

imagine me in my ripped pair of jeans ... and this cute blinging baby ...

it's from gojane.com ... le cute! i like grunge look now. i don't care if the trend's overrated or whatever. i don't follow trends.

annyong bunnies. big brother has demanded for me to turn in the laptop in his room. or i'll suffer bad consequences.

go crazy for a cup of cake

2009-05-23T13:58:00.001+08:00

i love you guys. i really do.

cupcakes, lots of balloons ... and Twisties. BBQ flavor at that.

thanks. i love it. hoo...

once again, we're champions!

2009-05-18T23:47:00.001+08:00

^o^ once again baby ... EPL Champions! 18 league titles, so Liverpool have nothing on us now. woohoo! so what if they got more goals, or lost lesser than us? at the end of the road, whoever ends up with the most points wins. zilt.

and Dad's being a sour grape ... just like Rafa. haha, we tried to be nice to him and kept the gloating to a minimum, but it's not our fault Football Channel kept repeating the glorious moment today.

it's great to be a Man U fan eh...

now i can't wait for 28th May. i'll probably put sticks on my eyes to keep me from falling asleep. just because i cannot afford to miss the final against Barcelona. too bad i'll be watching and screaming or cursing along - Angah has off-field reservice. bummer.

other news ... i'm busy with my portfolio again now. at least something to keep me sane at this moment. i'm so glad i'm able to do something i extremely love with the short break from normal classes. le sigh. but i worry about next year though. eeks! i'll keep the nerve-breakdown moments till then i guess.

i'll try to complete a few looks ASAP - then i'll show you guys here. hehe. i'm like a lil girl high on lollipop or jelly bellies.

i'm DYING to watch this Korean movie 'Punch Lady' Angah just discovered. it's kinda cool, and big bro said it's totally awesome though 'the ending kinda cliche'. what else do you expect from Korean movies?! but it's 2hours long ... and i need sleep now, so i'll prolly just watch it tomorrow morning.

so goodnight lil bunnies.

*my lil bunny boy - we kidnapped him sometime last week when Angah got a car from his pal and had the best time of our lives! doesn't he look so hot for a soon-to-be 4 year old?!?! great genes run in our family - LOL!

queen bee goes bad...

2009-05-14T20:19:00.003+08:00

how can you not love Blair Waldorf?!?! gosh ... so enough with my obsession with all things kpop, i bring you the queen bee's collaboration with (squels) Cobra Starship. *melts*

ain't too sure when they're OFFICIALLY releasing the song, but i can't wait for it. grr...

on other note, meeting with Mr PC was well worth it. i had like gazillion questions and stuff ... but yeah, hope i'll be able to straighten my schedule for now. get my life back on track. hehe. but i'm going to miss normal school life for a bit though. sobs.

oh well ... sacrifices have to be made.

been missing Riy and all those ah bengs. why NS ... why?!?!?!?! i am acting way more dramatic than their girls, but like what Sheila said is true: I'm feeling the most impact from their absence because they're like a part of my family. i so so very agree. i felt so empty when Along left for NS - which was like 11 or 13 years ago. nobody to bully me. then when i was like 9 i think ... Angah had his NS. nobody to play Playstation or console me. but i really missed Along, because he was in Tekong ... and army back then was way worse than right now. so you boys stop complaining about NS being tough and all now. anyway, i didn't really see Along for a while because he was sent to like Taiwan, then Brunei ... then some other countries. le sigh.

you'll only start to miss and appreciate someone when they're gone far away for a long time.

*and why my brothers' NS was like so prehistoric? because my age difference with them is 15 and 11 years respectively. haa ... i love the age gap! Along's old enough to be my Dad!

okay. too much rambling. i need sufficient rest right now.

tata me lovely bunnies!

너라고

2009-05-12T23:49:00.000+08:00

... i'm SuJu crazy now. like, i know, i'm such a hardcore Big Bang fan and all of a sudden i'm so smitten by Heechul and the other 12 members whose name i don't really bother to remember. ^^ maybe it's because of their latest song. it's on repeat on my mp3 and WMP since i heard it last night.

oh damn Heechul looks so fine! grr... (btw, he's the guy with fringe almost covering eye on 0:16 close up... melts!)

on more serious note, i'm meeting Mr PC aka my program chair this Thursday to discuss about some stuff. hope all things go smoothly like i'd prayed for.

was deprived of any free time or shopping money lately, thus i went online to zipia and gosh i love some of their new stuff. i'll add their pictures here, since my blog's kind of picture deprived lately.

i thought the lip print was so uber hot ... especially cos they're like sequins on closer view.

i LOVE stripes. so very very much. and i can't find any striped tops that looks good at places nearby. T T

i'll probably look pregnant if i ever wore the black dress. but it's cute. and the heels are killer!

Balmain rip-off much?!?!?! but it was like US$24 ... haha! i so want to get my hands on them.

GAHH!!! i want them both!! i'm dying to get candy/neon-colored pair of sneakers ... hint hint: bday gift anyone? ^^

i saw a local girl rocking a pair in black on lookbook. i prefer the white one though.

so cute right?!?!?! pink band and kinda-goldish charms with pearl. very the sweet.

okay i need some beauty sleep now. skin's been in bad condition again this past few days. ergh. only when i'm broke.

tata lovely bunnies ^-^

i obsess...

2009-05-11T22:41:00.000+08:00

... these uber fierce Martin Margiela shades. i first spot them on Paris Hilton (of all people!) while reading BryanBoy and thought, okay weird. and then i saw them again on Kpop's latest girl group 2ne1(and i'm loving them already, not because they're in YG and all... okay i'm being bias). 2ne1's leader CL was rocking 'em shades ... and i'm awed. i LOVE it.

though i do agree. no one can rock in on the streets. especially streets of Singapore. they'd probably do a double take and stare 'em like a person who got loose from Tanjung Rambutan. oh wait ... they don't call that place that anymore. oh well.

i love me-self some a pair of these baby ... but it cost like a near thousand in S$. lalala ... i'll just obsess about 'em for now.

and just so i can get more 2ne1-obsessed groupies ... a vid of their debut song 'Fire' (yes ... that's the song playing on this blog!).

street version

space version

tata lil bunnies^^

because of my short attention span...

2009-05-11T22:15:00.001+08:00

... i decided to open a new blog. yups. it's that simple reason.

and also because i expect change in my life very very soon. dear Mr. PG ... please reply me ASAP. i'm in such a hectic state now. i'm a completely perfect mess. le sigh.

i'm re-working on my links and all. so please be patient and love to all you lil bunnies.

오빠 사랑해 ^^